Thursday, November 06, 2003
Something about standing on the balcony at 2am and looking arcoss the skyline... I always find myself doing that when I'm fed up.Something about it, maybe because I've done it so often, it just leaves me feeling like it doesn't matter whether there's anyone about, or if I'm alone, if I'm working or not, if I'm loaded or broke... whatever... nothing much seems to mean anything to me anymore, and that sucks.
Standing there looking across town thinking "So what?"
I dunno. Maybe it's nicotine withdrawl. Maybe it's one failed relationship too many. Maybe I'm just a whiney git and feeling sorry for myself for no really good reason.
Fuck it.
Time to sit back and watch Blade Runner. It won't make me feel better, but it suits my mood perfectly.
Steve 2:03 AM [+]
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